I WISH:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
APPEARANCE:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[most of the time] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[] I have many scars
[] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[xxxxx] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles
SEXUALITY:
[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[] I’ve hugged a stranger
[] I have kissed a stranger
BAD TIMES:
[] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression
[xxxx] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS
[] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[x] I’m addicted to self harm
[] I’ve attempted suicide
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[] I’ve used laxatives
[] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion
I’ve done:
[] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[] Alcohol
[] Pain killers
[] Sleeping pills
[] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other
HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
[] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself
today is one of those days where you just kind of exist and you’re not happy and you’re not sad you’re just kinda of there
(Source: ed-ingle, via young-and-freed)
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